February 2010 Exclusive Travel Plan

Theme: Let go of the past. Embrace the better future !

Feb 10th or 11th : Gathering with brother in Hamilton, for CNY ? yeah, maybe ...(Hotpot preferably hohoho ^^)

Feb 13th : Attending the CNY event organized by CSSA at Brock

Feb 14th - 16th or 17th : Meeting up with Qing 2, Helen, Shelly and Li Dan in Toronto and perhaps attending the court trial as well .... (hopefully I''m scheduled to testify around that time, then that'd be perfect!)

Feb 18th or 19th - Feb 21st : Heading to Windsor, catching up with Mike and Lucy, packing up and moving my stuff to St. Catharines (if possible)

Feb 22nd : Perhaps heading to Buffalo with Patrick

Feb 23rd - Mar 12th : Attending Job Finding Club (JFC) in Niagara Falls

P.S: Penang is supposedly to be included, but how things changed huh?! For now, I'm still not sure when I would head back yet .......

*Plan is subject to change.*

The post on February 2nd

This post is to make up the one that is supposed to be updated on Feb 2nd, 2010

That day is a memorable day indeed. Cuz ..... I eventually handed in my Independent Study paper !!!

And I'm done ~~!!! Once and for all !!!! XD

I couldn't tell how happy I'm .... I've been waiting for that day to come all this while !! It's finally OVERRRR !!!~~

Yes, yes, YESSSSSSSSS !!!!!!!!!!!

Uploaded a photo taken with my cuteee advisor/supervisor --> Dear Professor Shome =)

He is the NICEST prof. I met at Brock !! No doubt about that !!!~~ ^^

Thank you, Prof. Shome !! I will missss you !! :)

Updates

CNY is fast approaching. This CNY falls on the same day as Valentine's Day --> Feb 14
It's the TIGER year (my year) after all for god's sake !!

This kind of thing could probably happen only once in a lifetime ~ and I've to sacrifice it (not spending w/ my dearest family)

This is my fifth time (in a row) that I'm FORCED to forgo another CNY celebration with my dearest family. Nobody knows how bad I feel now. I mean, come on, I've longed to go back for CNY right after I completed the Masters Degree but now I still couldn't make it back for CNY (after all this crap : Bachelors and Masters) ?!?!

All blames should be put on the stupid citizenship application !!!! DAMNNNNNNN !!!!

God, how could you be so mean to me ???????

On another note, Mike asked me lastnite again if we could get back together .... I told him that "break-up for now, who knows what would happen in the future? Perhaps I will realize that you are my true love and go back to you after couple years ... But don't wait for me purposely. Nobody knows for now. Just let the fate decides."

When I asked him about the stuff he did for me few years back (I remember some of them vividly as they really touched me) .... even though he couldn't really remember .... I bursted out crying again when I asked him ........... and for quite a long time after we hang up (probably bcuz I'm listening to 冲动...)

Sometimes, I just admire those couples who can be together for so long (e.g: 5 or 6 years or even longer than that) After this break-up, that means I've to start all over again --> making new male friends, getting to know them, pursuing them,dating with them and lastly getting married ..... it's a long and tedious process .... and I will never know if I could meet a better if not the worse guy than him ....

But for now, I clearly know that I need to expand my circle of male friends ~~ if not, I will just keep holding onto the past, it will do nothing good ......

天涯何处无方草，何必单恋一支草.

Let go of the past. Embrace the better future !

生日印章~~刻出你的真性情!

3/24 - 5/4 ： 玫瑰印章

玫瑰印章：
你最吸引人的地方，就是渾身上下所散發出的青春活力，你的笑容就像太陽般熱情，
但凡和你有一面之交的人對你的印象都很不錯。此外，你那開朗樂觀的個性更是你的
魅力引爆點，只要你再行事前作好詳細周密的計劃成功的機率會很高哦！
而且，你的異性緣也很好呢！

花心程度：80%

心軟程度：★★★★★
天生不喜歡為難別人的你最容易別人打動，你的眼淚很輕易就會獻給你認為值得同情的人，
要知道，你的軟心腸和你那耿直的性格是分不開的。

八卦能力：★★★★
大多精力...充沛、活力滿滿的人都有這樣一個毛病，就是喜歡拉家常，談到興致上了就會
口無遮攔，所以，八卦消息自然而然就脫口而出了啦!

Mike VS Patrick ~ [effective till ......]

will update it soon ~


Well, time will tell everything and give me the perfect Mr. Right !! ~~ By then, my heart will tell me "He's the one whom I've been searching for life." For now, just let the time do its work....

"可惜不是你" - Specially dedicated to Mike

这一刻突然觉得好熟悉
像昨天今天同时在放映
我这句语气原来好像你
不就是我们爱过的证据

差一点骗了自己骗了你
爱与被爱不一定成正比
我知道被疼是一种运气
但我无法完全交出自己

努力为你改变
却变不了预留的伏笔
以为在你身边那也算永远
仿佛还是昨天
可是昨天已非常遥远
但闭上双眼我还看得见

可惜不是你陪我到最后
曾一起走却走失那路口
感谢那是你牵过我的手
还能感受那温柔
那一段我们曾心贴着心
我想我更有权力关心你
可能你已走进别人风景
多希望也有星光的投影
努力为你改变
却变不了预留的伏笔
以为在你身边那也算永远
仿佛还是昨天
可是昨天已非常遥远
但闭上双眼我还看得见

可惜不是你陪我到最后
曾一起走却走失那路口
感谢那是你牵过我的手
还能感受那温柔
可惜不是你陪我到最后
曾一起走却走失那路口
感谢那是你牵过我的手
还能感受那温柔
感谢那是你牵过我的手
还能温暖我胸口

Little "surprise" from Mike

Today, Jan 17th morning 10.20AM, Mike called up ...... he said he was at Brock and asked for my address ..... he asked a friend of mine to get it from me the night before ..... but I didn't give him ..... cuz I still doubt his driving and concerned about the safety of him and his car .....

Okies, let's talk about how I felt when he showed up at my doorway ....

I was shocked, a bit upset, and grumbled why he didn't notice me in advance .... if he did, I probably would ask him to help me bring some of my stuff from Windsor.. anyhow, he brought me the stuffed bear he gave me last Valentine's day and the class composite ... well, at least better than nothing >.<

But anywayz, I was kinda moved by that "surprise" ... he woke up before 6AM to drive all the way from Windsor and drove back, all by himself ..... the thought he had was really impressive .... but all I wish was he did so before I broke up with him .... then everything would not be what as it's now ......... he said he will still keep waiting for me and asked me to reconsider ........

Actually, that day was foggy ... and that made me even more worried about his safety ... Thank god, he got to Windsor safe and sound !! :)

# Timing is the key most of the time. If you've got the right timing, then you are basically ahead of everyone else and possibly make the impossible to possible. #

On Feb 26th, at 7.26pm, he called up and we chatted .....

He said, " 我要娶你“ bcuz of my exceptional cooking ..... @.@"

Should I be happy or sad ?? Whatever that is, I was definitely shocked ~~!!

*Ohooh* just realized that it's been more than 1 month from the day he showed up at my doorway ~~