Dec 26th, 2005
Down the road, I've been testifying, recalling the incident for countless times ... until the very last trial which just ended couple days ago (late notice + waiting for nothing the whole day +.+"") ... it was really annoying !! Nonetheless, that drew the end of Jane Creba case, once and for all !! yayyyy ~~!! No more recalling !!
It is annoying, but it's even more exciting !!
With trials drawn to an end, my phobia should come to an end as well....
For the very first time since Dec 26th, 2005, I walked on Yonge St. again (right on the spot where the terrible incident happened)..... Twice, first time when I went for dinner with my friend at a Korean restaurant on Yonge St., and second time where I just grabbed my camera and headed down to Pizza Pizza and Foot Locker by myself .... I walked down Yonge St. heading to Eaton Centre and took pictures right in front of Foot Locker .... the Yonge St. sidewalk after dark and the door mat once covered with my blood etc ..... It was a huge step indeed !!!
I'm so proud of myself !!! XD
With that, I suppose everything happened that night is no longer a phobia. However, it was still unforgettable in my entire life. "Whatever doesn't kill make me stronger" It teaches me how to be brave and strong ... will be the greatest lesson of all !!
Apparently, that is the best CNY gift I gave to myself ever ~~!!!
On another note, due to the late notice and delay, I ended up staying at hotel Delta Chelsea (downtown Toronto) for 2 nights !! It sort of forced me to pass by that place once again .... face-to-face ~ Well, staying at a hotel in downtown doesn't seem to be exciting to me but the good thing is it implicitly helped me to get over my phobia .......
It's not bad after all ~ ^^V
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