属于 梁静茹
我坚持的,都值得坚持吗?
我所相信的,就是真的吗?
如果我敢追求,我就敢拥有吗?
而如果都算了,不要呢?
或许吧,或许我永远都不会遇见他。
或许吧,或许我太天真了吧!
属于我的昨天之前的结局,
我决定我的决定。
属于我的明天之后的憧憬，
我迷信我的迷信。
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心，
我们要各自忘记。
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情，
我们再一起努力！
我们还要努力！
属于风的,那就去飞翔吧！
属于海洋的,那就汹涌吧！
属于我们的,爱该来的就来吧！
为什么不敢呢？不要呢？
是他吧？命中早就注定了的那个他！
是他吧？他原来就在这里啊！
属于我的昨天之前的结局,
我决定我的决定。
属于我的明天之后的憧憬，
我迷信我的迷信。
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心，
我们要各自忘记。
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情，
我们再一起努力！
属于我的昨天之前的结局,
我决定我的决定。
属于我的明天之后的憧憬，
我迷信我的迷信。
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心，
我们要各自忘记。
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情，
我们再一起努力！
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心，
我们要各自忘记。
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情，
我们还要努力！
Friday, February 19, 2010
Sunday, February 14, 2010
情人节快乐 ：郑嘉颖 & 佘诗曼, 黄宗泽 & 胡杏儿
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YsWiH3uFgVw&feature=fvw#watch-main-area
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z3ktKvtzsSY&NR=1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3eQZ5dg9SZE&NR=1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vGI8QKEcScM&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VrvPE3zDlQ4&NR=1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3VGXjd-j5BM&NR=1&feature=fvwp
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h0bujqC_98M&NR=1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AVjrgdLBSMo&NR=1&feature=fvwp
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ViIWpx_SEII&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JAnqQKpGrkU&NR=1
I'm having a white Valentine's Day this year ~~~ HOW ROMANTIC !!!! =)))
Saturday, February 13, 2010
Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentine's Day !!~~
新年，虎年，情人节 ~ 第五年没在家过年了 那种热闹+讨红包的情景慢慢的在我脑海里淡忘。。。。已经习惯在这佳节独自雪中漫步 在雪中自拍+玩 etc .......
谁又知道我心里的空虚？ 永远没有。。。。。。。。
买了一件围巾背心外套作为新年+情人节礼物（超喜欢）， 没收到红包 至少也该买点东西慰劳一下自己吧 :P
Jane Creba case closed. No more recalling !
Dec 26th, 2005
Down the road, I've been testifying, recalling the incident for countless times ... until the very last trial which just ended couple days ago (late notice + waiting for nothing the whole day +.+"") ... it was really annoying !! Nonetheless, that drew the end of Jane Creba case, once and for all !! yayyyy ~~!! No more recalling !!
It is annoying, but it's even more exciting !!
With trials drawn to an end, my phobia should come to an end as well....
For the very first time since Dec 26th, 2005, I walked on Yonge St. again (right on the spot where the terrible incident happened)..... Twice, first time when I went for dinner with my friend at a Korean restaurant on Yonge St., and second time where I just grabbed my camera and headed down to Pizza Pizza and Foot Locker by myself .... I walked down Yonge St. heading to Eaton Centre and took pictures right in front of Foot Locker .... the Yonge St. sidewalk after dark and the door mat once covered with my blood etc ..... It was a huge step indeed !!!
I'm so proud of myself !!! XD
With that, I suppose everything happened that night is no longer a phobia. However, it was still unforgettable in my entire life. "Whatever doesn't kill make me stronger" It teaches me how to be brave and strong ... will be the greatest lesson of all !!
Apparently, that is the best CNY gift I gave to myself ever ~~!!!
On another note, due to the late notice and delay, I ended up staying at hotel Delta Chelsea (downtown Toronto) for 2 nights !! It sort of forced me to pass by that place once again .... face-to-face ~ Well, staying at a hotel in downtown doesn't seem to be exciting to me but the good thing is it implicitly helped me to get over my phobia .......
It's not bad after all ~ ^^V
Sunday, February 7, 2010
February 2010 Exclusive Travel Plan
Theme: Let go of the past. Embrace the better future !
Feb 10th or 11th : Gathering with brother in Hamilton, for CNY ? yeah, maybe ...(Hotpot preferably hohoho ^^)
Feb 13th : Attending the CNY event organized by CSSA at Brock
Feb 14th - 16th or 17th : Meeting up with Qing 2, Helen, Shelly and Li Dan in Toronto and perhaps attending the court trial as well .... (hopefully I''m scheduled to testify around that time, then that'd be perfect!)
Feb 18th or 19th - Feb 21st : Heading to Windsor, catching up with Mike and Lucy, packing up and moving my stuff to St. Catharines (if possible)
Feb 22nd : Perhaps heading to Buffalo with Patrick
Feb 23rd - Mar 12th : Attending Job Finding Club (JFC) in Niagara Falls
P.S: Penang is supposedly to be included, but how things changed huh?! For now, I'm still not sure when I would head back yet .......
*Plan is subject to change.*
Feb 10th or 11th : Gathering with brother in Hamilton, for CNY ? yeah, maybe ...(Hotpot preferably hohoho ^^)
Feb 13th : Attending the CNY event organized by CSSA at Brock
Feb 14th - 16th or 17th : Meeting up with Qing 2, Helen, Shelly and Li Dan in Toronto and perhaps attending the court trial as well .... (hopefully I''m scheduled to testify around that time, then that'd be perfect!)
Feb 18th or 19th - Feb 21st : Heading to Windsor, catching up with Mike and Lucy, packing up and moving my stuff to St. Catharines (if possible)
Feb 22nd : Perhaps heading to Buffalo with Patrick
Feb 23rd - Mar 12th : Attending Job Finding Club (JFC) in Niagara Falls
P.S: Penang is supposedly to be included, but how things changed huh?! For now, I'm still not sure when I would head back yet .......
*Plan is subject to change.*
The post on February 2nd
This post is to make up the one that is supposed to be updated on Feb 2nd, 2010
That day is a memorable day indeed. Cuz ..... I eventually handed in my Independent Study paper !!!
And I'm done ~~!!! Once and for all !!!! XD
I couldn't tell how happy I'm .... I've been waiting for that day to come all this while !! It's finally OVERRRR !!!~~
Yes, yes, YESSSSSSSSS !!!!!!!!!!!
Uploaded a photo taken with my cuteee advisor/supervisor --> Dear Professor Shome =)
He is the NICEST prof. I met at Brock !! No doubt about that !!!~~ ^^
Thank you, Prof. Shome !! I will missss you !! :)
Updates
CNY is fast approaching. This CNY falls on the same day as Valentine's Day --> Feb 14
It's the TIGER year (my year) after all for god's sake !!
This kind of thing could probably happen only once in a lifetime ~ and I've to sacrifice it (not spending w/ my dearest family)
This is my fifth time (in a row) that I'm FORCED to forgo another CNY celebration with my dearest family. Nobody knows how bad I feel now. I mean, come on, I've longed to go back for CNY right after I completed the Masters Degree but now I still couldn't make it back for CNY (after all this crap : Bachelors and Masters) ?!?!
All blames should be put on the stupid citizenship application !!!! DAMNNNNNNN !!!!
God, how could you be so mean to me ???????
On another note, Mike asked me lastnite again if we could get back together .... I told him that "break-up for now, who knows what would happen in the future? Perhaps I will realize that you are my true love and go back to you after couple years ... But don't wait for me purposely. Nobody knows for now. Just let the fate decides."
When I asked him about the stuff he did for me few years back (I remember some of them vividly as they really touched me) .... even though he couldn't really remember .... I bursted out crying again when I asked him ........... and for quite a long time after we hang up (probably bcuz I'm listening to 冲动...)
Sometimes, I just admire those couples who can be together for so long (e.g: 5 or 6 years or even longer than that) After this break-up, that means I've to start all over again --> making new male friends, getting to know them, pursuing them,dating with them and lastly getting married ..... it's a long and tedious process .... and I will never know if I could meet a better if not the worse guy than him ....
But for now, I clearly know that I need to expand my circle of male friends ~~ if not, I will just keep holding onto the past, it will do nothing good ......
天涯何处无方草，何必单恋一支草.
Let go of the past. Embrace the better future !
It's the TIGER year (my year) after all for god's sake !!
This kind of thing could probably happen only once in a lifetime ~ and I've to sacrifice it (not spending w/ my dearest family)
This is my fifth time (in a row) that I'm FORCED to forgo another CNY celebration with my dearest family. Nobody knows how bad I feel now. I mean, come on, I've longed to go back for CNY right after I completed the Masters Degree but now I still couldn't make it back for CNY (after all this crap : Bachelors and Masters) ?!?!
All blames should be put on the stupid citizenship application !!!! DAMNNNNNNN !!!!
God, how could you be so mean to me ???????
On another note, Mike asked me lastnite again if we could get back together .... I told him that "break-up for now, who knows what would happen in the future? Perhaps I will realize that you are my true love and go back to you after couple years ... But don't wait for me purposely. Nobody knows for now. Just let the fate decides."
When I asked him about the stuff he did for me few years back (I remember some of them vividly as they really touched me) .... even though he couldn't really remember .... I bursted out crying again when I asked him ........... and for quite a long time after we hang up (probably bcuz I'm listening to 冲动...)
Sometimes, I just admire those couples who can be together for so long (e.g: 5 or 6 years or even longer than that) After this break-up, that means I've to start all over again --> making new male friends, getting to know them, pursuing them,dating with them and lastly getting married ..... it's a long and tedious process .... and I will never know if I could meet a better if not the worse guy than him ....
But for now, I clearly know that I need to expand my circle of male friends ~~ if not, I will just keep holding onto the past, it will do nothing good ......
天涯何处无方草，何必单恋一支草.
Let go of the past. Embrace the better future !
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